Nature is talking.
All the time
In many different ways.
Yesterday I was stung by Yellowjackets
Myles upset the ground nest
He was stung too.
My wife was walking with us
But she wasn’t stung at all.
She said she felt one coming for her back
But sent an energy wave back toward the nest
And they left her alone.
My reaction had been protection.
Once I realized what was happening
I yelled for us to run.
They came after the back of my legs
My right leg, the primary target.
I had two patients this week
Also dealing with bee stings
The wasp totem is about female warrior energy
She protects her own
Offering the lessons of humility
And the appropriate use of power.
I have had some doubt about a social interaction this week
In which I had a confusing mix of friendliness and discomfort
Like something dark was underneath the other’s intention.
A healer at my work confirmed the feeling
By saging the entire practice after the people left,
Saying she felt they had put some “hook” energy through the space.
My wife also saw a grid being hooked into me yesterday
She told me to clear it and any past life associated with that person.
This while driving home from work
Before running to the store and making dinner.
I asked for help, drew my sword and cut the attachments.
I didn’t do the past life work.
Were these related?
Am I lacking humility?
I set a very strong and stern boundary with the people.
Maybe unnecessarily hurtful.
I don’t know if the dark was intentional or not.
It felt like it was.
Maybe just greed or fear of lack.
Nature also gifted me this morning
With a full piece of paper birch laying on the grass
This bark had come up in a session last week
About protection as well.
There was a metaphor of being a tree
Using the bark and the sap as defense.
I could feel the strength of the sap in my being.
I wrapped the bark around my Quan Yin like a shall.
She looks beautiful.
And also some ripe blackberries
Growing right next to the road.
To bring a sweet treat back to share with my wife.
Who is dealing with her own challenges today.