Hello heavy me.
How are you today?
(See her sitting heavy and dejected, turned half away from me)
Do you want to talk?
What’s the point?
Nothing ever changes.
Have you been paying attention lately?
I’m stuck in this heaviness.
You never stop piling it on.
Maybe there are changes around you,
But you keep doing the same things to me.
What do you mean?
What heaviness am I piling onto you?
Burden after burden
Of what MUST be done.
Never stopping for long
Without feeling anxious about what you should be doing.
Is that why your name is Biz-E?
How would you do our life?
I would rather be free,
Light and connected with nature.
Doing art, communing with spirits and trees.
Okay. Do you think that would really be happy for long?
I’d sure as heck like to give it a try.
Doesn’t seem like a lot of extended happiness around here.
That seems harsh and not totally true.
What about my work?
I enjoy working with people, teaching, writing.
Can you find a way to do this without so much burden?
I don’t know how, but I do know now
I would love to feel free, light and easy.
Can you work with me on it instead of just being so darn grumpy?
If you are willing to check in with me every day
And listen to me,
I will help.
I want out of this heaviness just as much as you do.
See you tomorrow.